My life has come to this....

Babysitting, yet again. You know, I am 19 years old, I was going to go out with my friends and chill and be YOUNG! But no, my Aunt can't babysit her own grandkids because she is "tired." I told her this morning I had plans, but she is "stuck" again. She isn't even doing anything. So I will make the long effin drive up to my cousin's house to watch his girls yet again so she can do... I don't even know what she is doing! She has no plans! Ugh! I am stuck babysitting all the time! I love those girls I really do, but it's not like this is an important thing my cousin is going to. It's a soccer or softball party... whatever thing he joined with his wife. I love them but come on! I was going out!!!! Ger once in awhile, when they are stuck for something important, but come on. Now, I'll be babysitting from like 7 to 12am and THEY SAY THEY'LL BE BACK by 12 but I know they won't be back til like 1:30... 2am. Maybe even later! Ugh this is pissing me off! I do love my girls though and they'll be in bed most of the time but honestly, I could have been out being stupid with friends, and now I'll be babysitting... sitting there. Guess I'll catch up on reading... yay me. Look at those girls, they're so adorable and cute and I love them, and they're always good for me when I watch them but I had to tell my friends I can't hang and now they'll be mad at me! Stupid shit and drama but still. ;[ FML!